- you ok?
- yeah.. i am
- you sure? wanna leave?
- no, of course not
- will it not be too much?
- i thought it would be.. i’m surprised
- for real?
- yeah, i find it more.. curious.. and bizarre now after.. but not bothered at all. that’s actually kinda sad
- oh gosh why would it be sad?
- ..well, it would mean it wasn’t much in the first place..
- not true. there was just nothing already for quite some time. so it’s easier. it was already dead.
- i guess i agree..
*i didn’t agree*
- you know.. it’s not the deadness part that is sad but no experience points hehe
- what do you mean?
- like.. when you have either good or bad experience – you learn from it. and i learned nothing. so like.. what was the point?
- hmm.. you sure?
- well. of course there were small things here and there, but not something major, so it’s like… wasn’t worse it.. unless..
- heh unless what?
- unless the point was.. to hit such a rock bottom so hard and see the worst so that from there the only way would be up. like either die or become self hahaha
- hehehe that’s the attitude